She got what she wanted. Nikki stood long in euphoria and still thinking of Kotori's hands and lips touching her, their entwined bodies. A revenge was sweet. "You're lost, Maat..." - she thought and chuckled."- Kotori is mine now"...
It was Nikki's little secret, her victory she enjoyed so much, but her satisfaction didn't last long. They met many nights secretly and soon Nikki realized that she can have Kotori's body, but not his soul. His soul belonged to Maat. Yes, he was nice with Nikki and sweet, but he always was distant... No matter how many times Nikki looked at his eyes deeply trying to get stronger bond, her charms didn't work. Kotori was charmer, but not Nikki and it was the worst truth she wanted to know.
And then Nikki thought about Tahatan. She felt ashamed and guilty... Tahatan was clear like water, he's never told lies and betrayed her. It was so hard to look at his eyes after what she did... She did a lot. Luckily anyone didn't know about it except Nikki. If they would know she would lose everything. Was it worth to risk for the passion? Nikki couldn't think about it, she even didn't want to think, especially when she saw how happy is her mate. Tahatan was great father to their kids and it seemed he is the most happiest person in this world having Nikki and their four children.
It was really hard for Nikki and when Wenona felt labor pains she sincerely rejoiced. While Noel tried to calm Wenona down she rushed to her tent to take verbs and prepare a special drink for Wenona that helps for labor. The care of her creator and her baby also helped and Nikki. She got rid of her thoughts about Kotori even for few hours.
That day Wenona and her brother Noel had a boy named
Sakima what means "
chief, king" in the Blesssing Moon tribe's native language.
Noel was so happy that he became a father again and it helped Nikki to forget about herself again.
After Sakima's birth Nikki and Kotori didn't meet longer. Not that they didn't want that, it just happened by itself. And probably it was the best. Nikki tried to forget about their love adventure focusing on her kids and meditation.
Soon her and Tahatan's sons grew up and now her life was easier. Twins were nice boys. Anoki was loner like her mother, but he always smiled.
His brother twin Atohi was smart like the old man and he always tried to be near Nikki.
Nikki loved her kids and she tried to be a good mother. It also helped her not hear the voice of conscience. It was very hard not hear this voice, especially when she saw how Okomi behaves. She know the reason, but she didn't know how to help him and not give herself away, so she decided just forget and do nothing although Nikki felt how someone watches her. She even could swear sometimes she felt someone's presence, but she ignored it and tried to make herself believe that nothing happened, she's never slept with Kotori and she never did what she did. However, at one early morning she understood she can't pretend longer.
Nikki and her son Atohi stood outside enjoying the rising sun when suddenly she heard a strange caw. Nikki looked up and saw a big raven sitting on the branch of a tree.
- You have to stop it... - Nikki heard a voice. - If you'll not do that the guy will die and you'll lose everything.
Nikki shook her head trying to ignore the voice.
- You know the truth and the truth will haunt you till your last breathe... I told you bring the love to the tribe, but not hatred and jealousy.
Nikki stood as if frozen and stared at the raven.
- Ma! Ma! - Atohi shook her hand, but she didn't feel it. Nikki was scared.
It was a sign and she had to think seriously.
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