Okomi felt weird already long time. He couldn't say what's going with him but he couldn't get out Maat of his head. He felt like his soul and body don't belong to him anymore, everywhere was Maat - in his mind, in his heart, in his dreams... He even almost didn't need sleep and food, he didn't need anything, except Maat. Okomi knew and felt that others look at him askew, but he couldn't fight against that. He followed Maat everywhere... At first they only talked. He needed Maat and her support and she was able to understand him. It was too hard to talk to Suletu and even look at her eyes after all what happened to them both. Maat was so wise, he always admired her mind and wisdom. However, there was something more and Okomi couldn't explain it. It was like attraction he was unable to fight. They've never kissed, they've never were lovers, but he was bonded somehow to Maat and he was sure it's a love and maybe even stronger than love. Even when he saw that Kotori gets furious seeing him trying to flirt with Maat, he still couldn't stop.
His life became similar to the walking on a dagger blade. He didn't notice how his son Halian grew up to a handsome boy.
He even didn't care what Maat thinks and how she feels, but if Okomi would have to look at her heart he would see that she suffers, too. Maat was able to realize that something is going wrong although she couldn't also fight against that.
- I don't know what's going between you and Okomi and it's not my business, Maat, - once said Wenona her, - but if you two will not stop it will not end good.
Maat felt ashamed, but she couldn't think how to explain all this weird bond between her and Okomi.
She just felt that Wenona is right. Her life was more like a dream than a life. She and Okomi slept if even their eyes were opened widely. Maat knew if they'll not wake up now they'll stay in this dream obsessed with their weird love. But was their love real?
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